The search for truth starts with one question ……

Who are You?

….. Always has, always will ……

The search for the soul begins at birth and continues til death ….

We go through life with our hands over our eyes —
and complain that it is dark …

Sathya  ·  Sanskrit word for truth  ·  The same forever, unaffected and unchanged

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Soul Nourishment

Kannan's Favorite Stories

Stories that nurture the spirit and help us find our way to the truly important things in life.

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Story One

Teddy Stoddard

A 5th grade teacher who thought she knew her students discovers the transformative power of compassion. When she truly sees a neglected boy named Teddy — and opens her heart — the ripple travels across an entire lifetime.

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Story Two

Where is God's Perfection?

At a fundraising dinner, a father cries out in anguish about his disabled son Shaya. The answer to his impossible question doesn't come from the pulpit — it comes on a baseball field, when eighteen boys reach the level of the divine.

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Story Three

Spirit and Ego

In a mother's womb, two babies debate whether life exists after delivery. One denies what it cannot see. The other simply says: "Sometimes, when you're in silence and you focus and listen, you can perceive Her presence."

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Story Four

The Girl with Four Boyfriends

A dying girl asks each of her four lovers to follow her beyond this life. The body refuses. Wealth refuses. Even family can only walk to the grave. Only one companion — the most neglected — says: "I'll follow you no matter where you go."

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Story Five

Daddy's Empty Chair

An old man confesses his lifelong secret to a priest: he never knew how to pray — until a friend told him to place an empty chair in front of him, and in faith, see God sitting there. When he died, his daughter found his head resting on the chair.

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Story Six

The Suitcase

A man dies and meets God, who carries a suitcase. "Your belongings," God says. My things? My memories? My talents? God opens the suitcase — it is completely empty. "Every moment you lived was yours alone. Live now. Don't let anything stop you."

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Words That Touch the Soul

Kannan's Favorite Poetry

Verses gathered across a lifetime of seeking — from Rumi to Kipling, from Kabir to Ehrmann.

Desiderata

Max Ehrmann  ·  1927

GO PLACIDLY amid the noise and the haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible, without surrender, be on good terms with all persons.

Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even to the dull and the ignorant; they too have their story.

Avoid loud and aggressive persons; they are vexatious to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain or bitter, for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.

Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.

Exercise caution in your business affairs, for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals, and everywhere life is full of heroism.

Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment, it is as perennial as the grass.

Take kindly the counsel of the years, gracefully surrendering the things of youth. Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune. But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings. Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.

Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here.

And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should. Therefore be at peace with God, whatever you conceive Him to be. And whatever your labors and aspirations, in the noisy confusion of life, keep peace in your soul. With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world. Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.

If —

Rudyard Kipling
If you can keep your head when all about you Are losing theirs and blaming it on you; If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you, But make allowance for their doubting too; If you can wait and not be tired by waiting, Or, being lied about, don't deal in lies, Or, being hated, don't give way to hating, And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise;
If you can dream — and not make dreams your master; If you can think — and not make thoughts your aim; If you can meet with triumph and disaster And treat those two impostors just the same; If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools, Or watch the things you gave your life to broken, And stoop and build 'em up with wornout tools;
If you can make one heap of all your winnings And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss, And lose, and start again at your beginnings And never breathe a word about your loss; If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew To serve your turn long after they are gone, And so hold on when there is nothing in you Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on";
If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue, Or walk with kings — nor lose the common touch; If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you; If all men count with you, but none too much; If you can fill the unforgiving minute With sixty seconds' worth of distance run — Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it, And — which is more — you'll be a Man, my son!

The Guest House

Jellaludin Rumi
This being human is a guest house. Every morning a new arrival. A joy, a depression, a meanness, some momentary awareness comes as an unexpected visitor.
Welcome and entertain them all! Even if they are a crowd of sorrows, who violently sweep your house empty of its furniture, still, treat each guest honorably. He may be clearing you out for some new delight.
The dark thought, the shame, the malice — meet them at the door laughing and invite them in. Be grateful for whatever comes, because each has been sent as a guide from beyond.

Are You Looking for Me?

Kabir
Are you looking for me? I am in the next seat. My shoulder is against yours.
You will not find me in the stupas, not in Indian shrine rooms, nor in synagogues, nor in cathedrals: not in masses, nor kirtans, not in legs winding around your own neck, nor in eating nothing but vegetables.
When you really look for me, you will see me instantly — you will find me in the tiniest house of time.
Kabir says: Student, tell me, what is God? He is the breath inside the breath.

Teachers of the Path

Living Saints

A twenty-year pilgrimage to find those who embody the truth they teach.

I salute Lord Krishna to whom nothing is impossible, nothing unknown, and nothing unbearable. — Mahabharata

As I started my quest for spiritual truth I was invariably led to India. Both my parents were born in South India but I was born and brought up American. As such I have studied and followed many religions and faiths — including Christianity, Judaism, Buddhism, and of course Hinduism.

Here are some of the teachers whom I have searched out and met, paid homage to, and learned from. In some cases I was privileged enough to support their good works through the Dharma Trust.

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Sai Gopal Krishna Swami

Bangalore, India

A sworn Sanyasi since birth, Swami G lives his life as a living example. He runs a small temple with free bhajans, satsangs, weekly abishekam, counsel for all, and daily feedings for the poor.

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Ammachi

Kolom, Kerala, India

The hugging saint. Ammachi embodies unconditional love and has personally embraced tens of millions of people worldwide — without distinction of faith, caste, or creed.

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Karuna Mayi

Bangalore, India

A revered spiritual mother whose compassion and grace have touched countless seekers. Her name itself — Karuna — means compassion, the very quality she radiates to all who come to her.

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Baba Hari Dass

Santa Cruz Mountains, CA

A silent monk who has not spoken since 1952, teaching entirely through action and a small chalkboard. He has guided thousands of Western seekers in the classical practices of yoga and Ashtanga.

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Turiya Sangita Ananda

Agoura Hills, CA

A spiritual teacher whose name — Turiya — refers to the fourth state of consciousness beyond waking, dreaming, and deep sleep: the ground of pure, silent awareness in which all else arises.

Sri Sathya Sai Baba

Puttaparthi, India

Revered the world over as an incarnation of divine love. His teachings draw from the Vedas, the Bible, and the Koran. His prema — pure love — is contagious and transforms all who enter his presence.

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Sri Sringeri Sharada Peetham

Sringeri, India

One of the four sacred Mathas established by Adi Shankaracharya in the 8th century — a living center of Advaita Vedanta and Sanatana Dharma in the ancient hills of Karnataka.

Philanthropic Work

The Dharma Trust

Dharma: Sanskrit for Duty and the Right Path. In Vedic teachings it is correct to follow your Dharma.

It is in giving that we receive.

The Dharma Trust was established as a vehicle to support spiritual teachers and charitable works in India. As Sathya.com has chronicled the inner journey, the Dharma Trust became the outer expression of that journey — turning spiritual insight into tangible action in the world.

From helping build a free medical dispensary in Bangalore to supporting teachers who serve without expectation of reward, the Trust follows a simple belief: our resources belong not to us alone, but to the path that brought them to us.

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Sai Dispensary

Free medical care for the poorest of the poor in the Girinagar neighborhood of Bangalore — providing treatments, vaccinations, and lab tests to those who would otherwise go without.

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Education & Scholarship

Supporting access to education as the foundation for a meaningful life. The Dharma Trust has sponsored scholarships and educational resources for children in underserved communities throughout India.

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Supporting Spiritual Teachers

Providing resources to ashrams, temples, and individual saints whose selfless work serves thousands — ensuring those who give everything to their mission can continue to do so.

Free Medical Care · Bangalore, India

Sai GopalKrishna Dispensary

Serving the poor for free since November 23, 2000 — inaugurated on the Birthday of Bhagavan Sathya Sai Baba.

"Food, water, and good medical treatment should be provided for all people regardless of race, age, or station. For a great healing atmosphere a medical establishment must have a feeling of love, warmth, and caring." — Swami GopalKrishna
Girinagar, Bangalore Est. Nov 23, 2000 Open 7 Days Always Free

In August 2000, Swami GopalKrishna told a small gathering of devotees that he had a plan to build a dispensary offering much-needed medical attention to the poorest of the poor in the surrounding neighborhoods. I was present during that private meeting with Swami — and committed to support his selfless goal with the resources of the Dharma Trust.

With Swami's infinite grace the dispensary was inaugurated just 3 months later. The center is staffed by professional doctors and nurses and includes a blood and urine lab. Indeed at the Sai dispensary, the feeling of love and warmth is as important as the prescriptions themselves.

7 Days a Week
Free Always & Forever
25+ Years of Service

Treatments & Services

  • Malnutrition & Vitamins
  • Infections & High Blood Pressure
  • Intestinal Worms
  • Venereal Disease
  • Malaria & Typhoid
  • Tuberculosis (TB)
  • Upper Respiratory Infections
  • Hypertension & Diabetes
  • Birth Control Education
  • Gynecological Services

Vaccinations

  • Oral Polio
  • DPT (Diphtheria, Pertussis, Tetanus)
  • Measles
  • TT — Tetanus Toxide
  • Hepatitis B
Lab Tests Offered

Urine Routine, Hemoglobin Percentage, HIV, Hepatitis B (HBasg), VDRL (Syphilis), Widal (Typhoid), Peripheral Blood Smear for Malaria Parasites, Pregnancy Detection, Blood Sugar.

Sacred Calligraphy · BIJA Art Form

Mantra Art

Where the written word becomes a vehicle of the divine — every brushstroke a living prayer.

This resplendent painting of Sri Sathya Sai Baba blessing his devotees — with the little, mischievous Baby Krishna at his side — is no ordinary artwork. It is the magnum opus of calligraphic artist Mrs. Saroja Nagarathnam of Madras, India, who specializes in the ancient art form of BIJA calligraphy, where the entire canvas is covered with sacred mantras and divine names, making the artwork reverberate with the potency and power of the written word. This piece was commissioned by Kannan Ayyar for his personal prayer room.

Sri Sathya Sai Baba & Baby Krishna

BIJA Calligraphy  ·  Mrs. Saroja Nagarathnam, Madras

Painting image to be placed here

Placement in Painting Sacred Names & Mantras
Sai Baba & Padukas Om Sri Bhagawan Sathya Sai Babaya Namah
Baby Lord Krishna Vasudeva
Sri Sathya Sai's Throne Floor & Hanging Carpet Sathyam, Sivam, Sundaram
Background Wall Om Sayeeshwaraya Vidmahe  ·  Sathya Devaya Deemahe  ·  Thano Sarva Prachodyaath

This artwork was envisioned by Kannan Ayyar, a Silicon Valley entrepreneur and Sai Baba devotee, and commissioned for his prayer room as a living object of devotion and contemplation.

In Honor of Bhav

Bhav Foundation

Dedicated to a woman who makes big differences in people's lives in small ways.

This is the true joy of life — the being used up by a purpose recognized by yourself as a mighty one; being a force of nature instead of a feverish, selfish little clod of ailments and grievances, complaining that the world will not devote itself to making you happy.

I am of the opinion that my life belongs to the community, and as long as I live it is my privilege to do for it whatever I can. I want to be thoroughly used up when I die, for the harder I work the more I live.

— George Bernard Shaw

This site is dedicated to
my mother, Bhav.

Bhav is a woman who moves through the world differently than most. While others rush toward goals, she notices the flowers. While others measure success in grand gestures, she creates change in small, quiet, consistent ways — and those small ways accumulate into something extraordinary.

The Bhav Foundation carries her spirit forward: the belief that one person, showing up with love and full attention, can make a profound difference in the lives they touch — without fanfare, without recognition, simply because it is right.

This site is dedicated to my mother Bhav, who makes BIG differences in peoples lives in small ways.

A Moment with Bhav  ·  Bangalore Airport

We were late. We were hustling through a busy terminal to make a plane departure in Bangalore airport. My sister and I were moving fast, blocking people out of our path. Eyes on our goal — we were going to make it.

"Where's Bhav?" she asked.

"We lost Bhav! There are 10,000 people here!"

"What are we going to do?"

"Oh there she is smelling the flowers…"

"Smelling the flowers! We are going to miss our plane!"

A Lifetime of Reading

Books to Show the Way

Books that marked the milestones of a spiritual journey — each one a door that opened at exactly the right moment.

Book One

Autobiography of a Yogi

Paramahansa Yogananda

The book that introduced millions of Westerners to the ancient science of yoga and the inspiring lives of India's masters. A rare blend of Eastern and Western culture, science and religion, skepticism and faith.

"Read when I was 13 … it began everything."

Book Two

Bhagavad Gita

The eternal dialogue of Krishna & Arjuna

Like the coal basket dipped in the river — you may not understand or remember everything, but when you read it, you will be changed, inside and out. That is the work of Krishna in our lives.

"I have eight different versions — each one reveals something new."

Book Three

We Are All Doing Time

Bo Lozoff

A practical guide to using the difficulties of everyday life — whatever our personal prison — as opportunities for genuine spiritual growth and awakening. Written for inmates, wisdom for all of us.

Book Four

Be Here Now

Ram Dass

The classic guide to presence, consciousness, and the journey from Harvard psychology professor to Hindu pilgrim. A book that has awakened a generation to the possibility of living fully in this moment.

Book Five

Holy Man and the Psychiatrist

Samuel Sandweiss, M.D.

A Western psychiatrist's account of his encounter with Sathya Sai Baba — a fascinating dialogue between modern science and ancient wisdom, between trained skepticism and direct experience of the miraculous.

Book Six

Sai Baba: Man of Miracles

Howard Murphet

An Australian journalist investigates the miracles of Sri Sathya Sai Baba with the eye of a thorough skeptic — and finds himself transformed by what he witnesses firsthand. A gripping account of the inexplicable.

The Journey Behind the Site

About Sathya.com

Sathya.com is a site maintained and created by Kannan Ayyar. It chronicles his journey to find a higher truth and to express his philanthropic interests. As our world gets more complex, intertwined and more off track, we all need to decide how we can help — and believe that we CAN make a difference.

This site has been around for twenty years. It is my document of my journey on the spiritual path — a community for like-minded people, a place where seekers, wanderers, believers, and questioners alike are welcome. Soul-nourishing content: stories, quotes, art, and charitable works which nurture the spirit and help us find our way to the truly important things in life.

This is the true joy of life — the being used up by a purpose recognized by yourself as a mighty one; being a force of nature instead of a feverish, selfish little clod of ailments and grievances. I am of the opinion that my life belongs to the community, and as long as I live, it is my privilege to do for it whatever I can. I want to be thoroughly used up when I die, for the harder I work the more I live. — George Bernard Shaw

Welcome to you! If you have started your journey toward finding out who you REALLY are — and what are the truly important things in life — then you will have an amazing journey ahead of you.

Good luck. And God Speed.

Kannan Ayyar